Thanks to all the folks that weighed in on yesterday’s blog post. We’ve decided what we’re going to with that little corner in the sunroom and I can’t wait to surprise you with pictures of it when we’re done!
And speaking of work spaces in the works- Kev’s office is already coming together, little by little, too. We like to mix things up from day to day though, so we’ve been taking turns working on different floors. Sometimes I blog upstairs, and sometimes he plays guitar downstairs.
He plays his acoustic guitar 99.9% of the time, but his friend Josh brought over a little Super Champ amp the other night, and he’s been having a (low volume) blast playing his electric guitar through it for the past couple of days.
It wasn’t that long ago that my mister’s music career went from full-time, to no-time- but I’m sure it feels like forever ago to him, and I know he’s felt an incredible void in his life since he stopped writing, recording, and playing for a living.
The other day he told me that he “feels music in his soul every day of his life“, and I know that’s true because, even though he may not know it, I notice how he gravitates to his guitar, every single chance he gets.
I hear him strumming it and singing at the top of his lungs, every day…most times in the bathroom, where the acoustics are the best in the house.
He’s been doing a lot of praying about auditioning for the worship band at our church over that past several months. He can play and sing in front of thousands of people if he’s asked to, but he’s still very insecure when it comes to believing that that folks might be interested in hearing what he’s saying & playing, if ya know what I mean.
When he first brought up the idea of auditioning for the church band to me, I told him I’d support his decision either way…and I meant it. Of course I’d love for him to be more involved in music again, especially if he’s feeling a Calling- but obviously you can’t push that kind of thing, and I knew he’d eventually figure it out.
And he eventually did.
He’s auditioning next Wednesday, and although I know he’s feeling really nervous about putting himself out there again- I also know that the music he feels in his soul every day is a Gift…and Gifts were meant to be shared.
Dear guy. I remember when my husband auditioned for our church worship team, and he and I were both so nervous. Jack was still a tiny newborn and I sat up on the couch just waiting for him to come home. It was a weird feeling, because I wanted it for him, and he wanted it for him, but neither of us knew if God wanted it for him or not. Turns out he did. And through that we met so many amazing christian couple friends, which we just did not have. Hi participation in worship blessed us in so many ways.
Whatever decision he comes too, I know it will be good for you both.
I love you both!!!!! Can’t wait to hear how things turn out for Kevin. I’ll be cheering and praying for him. You kids sure are being led on a path right now. Praise God and your angels every day! (Angels love to be praised).
Can’t wait to see what you do in your house. Anxious to see that first room played out!!!!!!! I know it will just be spectacular.
You know, I keep Jeremiah 29: 11-13 asttached to my computer monitor and I read it every time I sit down to type. It has surely been a blessing, time and time again, to David and to me.
P.S. GOOD LUCK KEV! And, Layla, you are a little jewel.
I can’t comment on singing/playing in church as it’s something I know nothing about, but what I do know, is that you have to spend time doing what you love. It’s important for all of us to do what we are passionate about, what fills our happiness account. He is obviously very talented and the world is missing out if he’s not sharing it. Go Kevin!!
That’s awesome! My husband is a worship pastor and loves when someone with a humble heart auditions for his team! Good for him for stepping out and using his gifts for the Lord! Tell him not to be nervous! He’ll do great!
This is so touching. I’m inspired by his courage. I think creative people are sometimes the hardest on themselves.
I’m not usually a commenter – usually just enjoy reading, but I wanted to comment and encourage Kevin. He will have lots of prayers and God will lead him in the direction he should go.
Bless you both!
Well, this is just about the sweetest post ever. It’s great of you to support Kevin in this new endeaver, and even greater that you were quiet while he came to the conclusion on his own. *wife-of-the-year kind of stuff Girl!
good for kevin- go for it and sing his praises!
My full-time job is to be a worship leader at my church, so, I audition potential musicians weekly. I heard Kevin on youtube and I promise you, he will make the cut (by a long shot). But more importantly, 2 Corinthians 4-5 says, “Such is the confidence that we have through Christ toward God. Not that we are sufficient in ourselves to claim anything as coming from us, but our sufficiency is from God…” Our adequacy and competency comes from Christ. Our responsibility is to walk in obedience. I’m praying that the Lord gives us all (including Kevin!) courage to walk in obedience to His will. 🙂
Tears Flow( this is a phrase from my son’s book Sam’s Car). I cried after reading your post. I love, love, love this post. My husband is also an artist. He is got his degree from FIT( Fashion Institute of Technology) in NYC in Fashion Design. He has not worked in the fashion industry full time since graduatiing. He has only worked free lance jobs. I am saying all this to say that, God will send Kev to exactkly where he needs to be. My husband loves fashion and he is SOOOOO GOOOOD!!!!!! I am sure Kev loves music and he seems to be great. He has been working a job not in the fashion industry and I love to see the sparkle in his eyes during fashion week in NYC. He looks like a kid in a candy store at these shows, esp when he is working at ong, Ok enough about me, If its is ordained, then Kev will sing, People always want to know about the love and the goodness of god, like you said its a gift and I am sure its bigger than him and it will be shared.
*LIKE*
Amen. He’ll do great!
Sweet post — I know he’ll knock their socks off!! Break a leg, Kev!
xo Heidi
So glad to hear Kevin is auditioning. We just moved from Northern California to Vermont, our old church in California had a wonder worship leader who was with Kenny Loggins and now is committed to doing the Lords work and sings and plays the most wonderful music in church. We really miss him. I know Kevin will love singing and playing again. Good luck to him next week.
Love your new home. Our new home in Vermont is a log home in the woods – quite a bit different from a neighborhood in California. I love Log homes but in a way I find it difficult to decorate as the logs are so warm and beautiful by themselves – that the decorating is not as important.
Good luck to Kevin, no matter which direction he chooses. I totally get the hesitation. Every dance routine I create for my students, every new item I create for my Etsy shop – even though I have many people satisfied with my work – I still ALWAYS have a nagging voice in the back of my head that tells me I’m a fraud – or that I’m not good enough.
The trick is to be willing to shut that nagging voice out – and embrace the possibility of failure. If we fail, it is okay!!!! There are always new opportunities – sometimes God is just waiting to bless us with a better one. 🙂 Being afraid of failure holds us back. Only when we embrace all the possibilities are we able to let our creative genius loose – and then oh, the places we’ll go, as Dr. Seuss says. 😉
This was kind of funny to me. Evidently you go to a much larger church than me. We beg people to play and sing for worship!
I hope Kevin gets his heart’s desire and learns to feel comfortable sharing God through the gift God gave him.
Best wishes, Kevin!
My hubby plays in the bathroom too! I think it’s so weird but I guess he’s not alone. He’s also debating about the the worship band thing-he’s shy so it’s been many months of thinking/praying for the strength to do it!
Whether is it music, art, writing etc., it can feel very personal to share your gift but the blessings you bring others and the blessings you receive in return are so worth it! God often speaks to my heart during worship so I am so greatful for those musical hearts that “take us in”.
Good luck to you guys! Kevin, I know you’ll do just fine Layla at your side…or in the audience. Layla, I can’t wait to see what you do in the sunroom! I love being a part of your adventures!
I agree with you 100%, Layla! Share the gift, Kev!!!
Love this Layla ~ the music he feels in his soul every day is a Gift…and Gifts were meant to be shared. I cannot imagine my life without music ~ good luck Kevin on the audition!
Lots of prayes coming your way!! Kevin you will do awsome and you will bless so many with you talents!! The Lord has given you such a wonderful gift you should share it.
I remember when my Pastor said he gets nervous EVERY Sunday.
How exciting that Kevin is auditioning for your church band. Christian Music had a big part in my becoming a Christian. I love my church band and praise team! God bless you Kevin.
Yesssssssssssss! Gifts WERE meant to be shared.
I’ll be praying for him, I hear the worship leader really tough to impress. 🙂
Kevin is wise to follow his heart and his dreams. I have a feeling everything will work out just as it’s supposed to…with Kevin sharing his gift and love of music once again with the world.
I’ve always felt that if you have a talent, you should use it for God’s glory. I say go for it! God will do the rest!!
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WOW…I too believe it is a gift!!! Wishing him the best! I am feeling the “good” vibes…rock on Kev!
Go for it, Kevin, you’ll never regret it!! Who could ever regret facing their fears, no matter the outcome? 🙂
This post brough a little tear to my eye 🙂 I so enjoy your blog!
Amen. He looks perfect with a guitar in his hands.
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As someone who has led worship and supported worship leaders, whether through vocals, keyboard, or prayer, there is something amazingly unique about being part of a worship team. And God brings people and takes people away in His all-knowing ways and timing.
It’s kind of funny, I actually told my husband last week (yes, can’t believe I’m admitting this) BUT, I said, if I could do ANYthing with these guys (meaning you two), I’d just want to play worship songs together. Seriously!
After transitioning from churches (my first time ever), I am super excited to be on the team this coming Sunday for the first time at our new church home. It’s been one year and I have missed that team aspect SO much…often you become like family. Praying for that peace and confidence in God’s will for Kev. 🙂
Stand alone desk for sure! Its your house, so your functions are what matters, most. I’m sure no guest passing on the way to bathroom would think less of you. Ive read your blog from the beginning, loved tlc, and can’t wait to watch your implementation in your new beautiful home1
Good Luck Kevin!! You’ll do great!
Best of luck Kevin! Keeping you in our prayers! Your gift was a blessing from God and you should share it with others!
I just wanted to say a big thank you to everyone! The words of encouragement mean more than you will ever know. I’m feeling incredibly blessed right now. 🙂
This post brought tears….of warmth and joy. Love you two!! Mom
Such a precious couple you are!…and precious in HIs sight. Karen
Best of luck to your Mister! What a beautiful gift he has and he will be using it in the best way!
Julie +: )
Leila, I attend my church in Bs.As. for the worship service every Tuesday, and let me tell you that it would never be the same,if there were not these girls with their guitarrs and beautiful voices, who help us raise up … Tell Kevin that I AM SURE that if God gave him this talent, he wants him to share it … Evenmore, were the people not “egar” to listen, I know GOD will! Blessings, from Argentina
so many people are blessed by those who can sing and lead worship. it’s an incredible gift. so is a home filled w/ music. 🙂 xoxo
What better way to use your gifts than to use it to praise and worship the one who gave it to you? Kevin is part of the body of Christ and without his gift being used to further the kingdom..the rest of the body is missing part of what makes it whole. Prayers that God’s will would be evident in Kevin’s audition. ( Praise the LORD, for the LORD is good; celebrate his lovely name with music. Psalms 135:3)
Best wishes Kevin!
I didn’t know he stopped performing!?
The headlights on your car don’t shine all the way home, only as far as you need to see to drive. Pray, take a step and see where God leads.
Best Wishes and prayers for your new gig 🙂